I decided it was time to have a better more organized plan.
One thing I have learned in my adult life is, we have to plant our seeds in order to watch them grow. I was sending so many messages to the universe that I created a shit storm of life lessons. I am proud of myself for taking the leap and leaving a toxic situation but I can't escape the fact that I had to deal with the consequences.
Sometimes what is on the cover doesn't match what's on the inside.
I spent time envying those that were in the position that I wanted to be in. I was comparing my failures to their successes. Haven't I already paid my dues? What I had to learn was that my ego took over the second I let fear in my heart. I had to let go of where I thought I should be and just be in the present moment.
Sometimes doors open when and where we least expect them.
With this opportunity came a new set of lessons and rewards. I have always wanted to work in a downtown setting. It's always my favorite in movies and books. A girl working in the city and finding what she's made of, and look at me now. Even typing this I am beyond belief of the power of manifestation.
That which we think can become our reality.
The start of this transition was rough, like the sprout of the lotus blossom pushing its way up through the mud, starting the journey towards the sun. I started my journey towards my next chapter, my next adventure. Now that I have more of a handle on things I plan to write about all of it. Because what is life without stories.
Make a plan and create action. You deserve your dreams and your dreams deserve you.